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[convicted archer] wallowing in self pity

my cat is sick. :( . was quiet the whole day but still managing a feeble smile. ate just a bit what i had prepared. think now should be resting at home. hope would be feeling better by tomorrow and get well soon.

i miss the smile and the antics ...


:(




juz give it thot.... if u could have one more day with a person who had passed on, who would it be? and what will you do or say to that person?

if i were given a choice, dat person would be my maternal grandmother. the one person whom i misses so dearly, who brought me up since i was a baby and the most person that i'm very close to in my family. i missed her a lot. period. i can still remember the day she passed on.... i was still hanging around at the neighbourhood near my school with my buddies. when i reached home ... seeing the red eyes of my aunts and uncles, i knew that she had left. and without me saying my final goodbyes. that was the most fucked up thing i could remember doing till this very day. and regretfully so.

being the most-pampered and most-loved first grandchild touched me to this very day.if i had the chance, i'd like to tell her that i am thankful for everything that she had done and i'm really grateful for everything she had sacrificed for me. and i do love her so much.

*sigh*





and yes, i still miss u ...




i dunno ... been feeling lost lately. feeling down is bad enuff but to miss someone on top of that was the pits. well .. *shrugs* , life goes on ...

like mark twain's quote "be good and you'll be lonesome."




and now ... i have made up my mind. i'm gonna get a supermoto. period. *battles away the demons' voices bugging me to get sportsbike* ... *arrggGGGGhhhh* ..




help me pls.





ruled by jupiter, planet of luck, sagittarians seem to lead charmed lives. happy go lucky (pun intended) they may get angry, they may even brood but it never lasts long. enthusiastic and independent, it's hard for people born under this sign to stay in one place. not surprisingly, sagittarians are the least monogomous sign of the zodiac. they and and their eyes tend to wander.

sagittarians are explorers, both physically and mentally. they love to investigate new places and ideas. people born under this sign are always searching and they are often philosophical, extending their search to truth.

a sagittarius can be the best friend you've ever had. they're giving, kind and only ask for friendship in return. they're likely to have a bevy of interesting experiences to share and are marvelous conversationalists. people born under this sign are the most likable in the zodiac.

it's hard to capture a sagittarian heart. if they truly fall for someone they will be faithful but otherwise shun monogomy. honesty is important to this sign so if you can't have them all to yourself at least be consoled by the fact that they're honest about it. a sagittarius will almost never be possessive or jealous but their free-spiritedness is likely to inspire these feelings in others.

imaginative and intelligent, sagittarians are well suited to many occupations. people born under this sign may find that they're good at so many things they may make frequent career changes. they'll be among the best in their chosen field but are likely to miss deadlines and appointments frequently.

sigh ... it's hard to be a saggi ain't it? :p

ary. laidback. saggitarius -never let anything hold me back or tie me down. am careful of: jealous and possessive lovers

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